Who's bitter?

The blog will get better from now on in, but this is the extent of my blog-design abilities. Shrug

This is for people who deal with the injustices of a silly crush. Sometimes I don't deal with it, so this is a coping method.

I just don't understand sometimes, how you can be your best, do your best, and he still doesn't want you.

You can wear your best clothes, put on your best makeup, be the nicest, sweetest, cutest chicka you can be, but he'll still prefer some other, more popular, more athletic girl.

And I could probably deal with that. I'm not his type, I deserve someone who wants me, yadda yadda yadda.

But he knows.

He knows how I feel. Maybe not the extent of what I feel, but he knows nonetheless, and that makes him paranoid. So he'll never talk to me. And we used to be friends, really good friends. We've gone to school together for 7 years, and now because I feel differently I've suddenly become a different person?